What do you do...when your heart's no longer strong enough to stand by your mind's convictions?
I never knew...that battling with myself was PURE AGONY.
I've run countless, endless debates with myself. Going in circles, deriving no suitable answer.
I've never been this weak before.
My mind's working overtime - even when I'm asleep.
I was born to reason, question, and debate - I've been relentless at that since forever. All this while, I will only fully believe what my mind reasons out, if not, its more researching..more googling..every single clinical case study , physiological process, and reaction pathways in our lectures I debate and reason until they make perfect sense.
I was born defensive, protective, and loyal. I instinctively fight to defend my friends..the people I love...my passions...my convictions...and usually, I successfully do so.
Thing is, my opponent has never been myself before.
My heart's no longer strong enough to stand by my mind's convictions.
Its All In My Head.
I want this to stop...need some stability in my life...need some peace of mind...because no one can continue fighting himself/herself for that long...
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Our Lives In Money
-By Author Unknown
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up.
He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the $20 dollar bill up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. "Well", he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe.
He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air.
"My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson", he said, "No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20.
Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as though we are worthless. But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose your value. Dirty or clean, crumpled or finely creased, you are still priceless.... and especially to those who love you.
The worth of our lives comes not in what we do or whom we know, but by WHO WE ARE.
"You are special - Don't EVER forget it."
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